Hi, sorry for the really long disappearance, I am finally back from KL & Pantai Remis! Goodness I really hate long car rides :( So fcking tiring and makes my butt hurts like what. Haha anyways, the main reason for this trip back, was to go celebrate my grandmother's 80th birthday! :) 

So, before we start our journey to kuala lumpur, I managed to camwhore a bit with my photobooth at home haha okay random anyways first stop was my cousin's (Ah Sze Jie Jie) house for the 2nd daughter's first month :) There, I met up with my nieces and nephews and I swear they are the cutest lil brat on Earth! I love them, all of them so much! Haha they're so fun, and tiring also to play with :S

I played photobooth with them and they're seriously so good at posing haha esp the one on right which is I think the eldest of all her name's Lulu btw. :)

This is with Aeryn and Chee Herng :)

The left one's Er er, which is Lulu's sister, she is so cute la! Aeryn's so cute too! Ahh okay shoot, all of them's so cute!

Hehe, so cute so cute.

So that night, I really enjoyed spending time with my nieces and nephews, but only stayed one day at kl so left early morning the next day after breakfast with 2 other family and also sending dad to a clinic because he was so sick and got me very worried too :( Poor daddy.

So, with nothing to do in the car on the way back to Pantai Remis which is a 4 hours drive from kl naturally what do girls do? We camwhore. Haha not exactly, we ended up making super stupid videos but sorry I'm not gonna post it up boohoohoo.

That night, we went for my grandmother's 80th birthday celebration! Sadly not all my uncles and aunties turned up but those who were there was enough to make the old lady happy, or I hope she will be? :(

Happy Birthday to you Ah Ma :)

Hehe my eldest uncle got drunk and kept on hugging his mother and calling her "mummy" really very funny unless you were there or else you wouldn't know how it goes mmmhmmm ;)

And oh, I want to post up a group picture but then all the group pictures taken are like shit, either blur or still blur so I guess I'll wait for others :)

So, because this trip was kinda rushing to us, so we left the next morning for kl again, to shop!!!!!!!!! I wore back my tshirt I wore that day because I realized I didn't bring extra and its still not smelly plus its traveling so wtv haha! That night , me & my two sibs, went to starbucks to get a drink and wi-fi and my sister's planner HAHA end up camwhoring there too.....

My skin is really bad recently, I hope it'll be better and what makes me even more angry is that facial makes my skin worst. OMGWTF?!

Anyways, check this out.

DAMNNN WE SURE DO LOOK ALIKE DON'T WE?! HAHAHA except her eyes a lil bit bigger, skin's a bit tanner & etc etc etc

I sure am very happy and tiring for this trip back hometown, because other than being able to spend time with my family I get to shop and buy alot of things too, not exactly a lot but hehehe I bought alot of stuff!

This was taken on the way back home :

Tired faces, ok don't seem like right? Wtv lah still very tired. Ha

I've got only 1 weeks plus left in JB, I really want to treasure them as much as possible treasure these times spent with my family and friends before I leave for a new environment. :( Darn, things would be so different after leaving home :( Although I get to spend so much time with them and have so much fun, there is still one person in my mind that I would really miss and love to meet right this second , which is my baby that is currently at NZ having fun :( This holiday would be so much nicer if I can spend time with you and not wasting time alone at home in front of my stupid laptop ( ok not stupid at all ) sigh I should stop complaining. One week is gonna pass damn fast! heh :)

I miss you so much, :(

And and and and its 2 more days to CHRISTMAS!!!!

Merry Jolly Christmas to all!!!!! <3

For now, good night :)

I found out this really awesome pearl sunglasses by Sonia Rykiel, really fantastic. Its like feminine yet fashion-ish haha I don't know how to even put it but gosh I really want to get my hands on this. One more impossible added to my list >;( And oh, I found out its limited edition.

Ah, fantastic. :)

- awesome.

Hello there you sweetheart, i miss you already. I had a great time with you these two days :)

it was awesome seriously! Be back soon....... I'm waiting for you at home :)

I'm so happy I finally got my Fujifilm Instax camera :D

So nice & I'm so in love with it :)

Tried my first film with Eu Chuan & it turned out good! Hehehe

Have a safe trip to Melbourne my dear, I hope you have fun. I'm missing you always <3

This is a bit slow but,

HELL YEAH SPM IS OVER YO!

I'm a free bird now. :3

Anywayyy, I'm still thinking of what colour should I go for my hair, dark brown? NAHHHH. Light brown? SUSAH LAAAAH later hair grow de not nice. BAGAIMANAAAAA?

I'll be having my uhm undang test tomorrow, lucks please! I don't want to retake tyvm.

Good night babes. <3

SPM IS OVERRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!

Haha oh I am so bored now having a break from studying hence Im here to make a post about the stuffs that I want that I most probably won't be getting them :D

This Blair Waldorf's red headband.

Vanessa Hudgen's Balenciaga Bag.

PUG!

Blackberry Bold. <3

to go Disneyland :'(

Barbie Polaroid! SO NICE

West Highland Terrier! AWWWWW

Chanel Necklace. Very nice.

Other than these, alot more that I don't know which picture to take!!!

- Ankle boots.

- Wavy hair!!!

& more that I couldn't think of. Right now, I should stop thinking about these things that I won't be getting.

Back to reality.

Last paper tomorrow. Freedom is near!

I love my grandma. She was the one who took so much care of me when I was little, she always tell me stories about how I was when I was little, how I really loved to watch birds as they flew across and how she always brought me to the beach during the evening when we were still living in Terengganu. She dotes on me very very much like a real daughter. She's now 80plus but still very strong. She loves shopping and bargaining :D Anyway, I hope she will live long and be happy all the time. :) Thank you grandma, for everything. I know you won't see this, but for the sake of looking back next time I want to blog about this to keep this memory of mine always. Lastly, I love you grandma.

Last night, me and vic was asked out last minute to see some celebrity at my friend's dad's shop. It was at Debali, we went to see Gillian Chung! We're so lucky because we're the vips and we get be at the vip place which is uhm, filled with laobans (boss) and smokes :D hahaha.

Thank you this guy for bringing us :)

Something really hilarious happened last night, because I was sitting alone, they're taking pictures of me, too lonely thats why this random guy came and took pictures with me. Not bad aye.

Hahaha okay I had alot of fun last night :) Thank you LEE QI HAO!

Some of my camwhoring pictures. x) with my sister.

 Hehehe oh shit my buck tooth is out again :'(

Have a good day everyone! I hope everyday's friday! :)

Looking back at my archives, its been three years blogging. Throughout all these times, so much things had change, I could say my life had a 360degree drastic change. All those heartbreaks, those sad moments, every word every memory etched deep in this space, in my heart. I'm still of course very happy I'm still continuing doing this, I hope I'll keep this going till as long as I can so that I can still laugh when I look back.

Have a great day everyone, I can almost smell freedom.